Shameless

"We bit our lips
She looked out the window
Rollin tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker
& I could see clearly
and the telephone line was drawn
between what was good, what just slipped out, and what went wrong
oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing
Try Again.
How could I forget
mama said, think before speaking
No filter in my head"


Adios,

-Lexie

I wish I was six again

I'm simply exhausted. Back to school. It's the same. I woke up late, on account of me not being able to fall asleep last night AGAIN. Headed off to school, thought I was going to be late.. But thank god, I wasn't. Sat through a boring English class, I have no clue what we're doing in there so I resorted to discussing the shitlist. Oh yes, boring, boring, boring. Then nutrition rolled around; Greaat. Ten more minutes to waste in my life. History wasn't anything special, either. It dragged on. Although, I love making Mr. Northcraft uncomfortable. We offered to make shirts with his photograph on it. But he wouldn't let us take a picture of him. I mean, what's the point then? Haha. Then the school day went on, but I did meet someone new while waiting in the drab office for a new schedule to be printed up. His name's Asher. Nice name. I told him so. Haha, what a character. We found out we had to get on the same bus, but then I opted to head to lunch with my Mom and Ryan, so I had to leave him at the bus stop. I felt kind of bad about that. The people pleaser within me always hates to leave people by themselves. Lunch at Olive Garden. It was disgusting. Restaurants never can please me anymore. First El Torito and now this. Ugh.

Tonight not much special is planned.

I really want to get a new laptop. Mine is going incredibly slow.


Lately I've been thinking about all the intricacies of a stable relationship. And let me tell you, I have an extremely unstable relationship. Hah.

Well, I'm exhausted so Bye for now(=

-Lexie

Barefoot Wishes

Mood: Subdued
Listening to: Breathe by Taylor Swift & Colbie Caillait

So this shall be the last post of today. It's been an uneventful day. Enchilada's for dinner. My Ipod is blasting. Sister's in my face. Lovely. Tomorrow will be better, it's a friday and I have high expectations.

Earlier, I was watching Sex...With Mom and Dad. It's a truly annoying show.

Lakewood Shitlist came out. All I can say is pathetic. If you're going to come out with a shitlist, at least attempt to make sense.


Drivers permit soon(= EXCITEDEXCITEDEXCITED ! Anything's going to be better than taking the bus and walking everywhere. My oh my. There's nothing I hate more than the paranoia when walking alone.

I'm going to school tomorrow. I missed Mr. Northcraft's embarrassed expressions. So I'm signing off for the day.



-Lexie

Puzzling Downfall

This is my third post of the day. Pathetic, Pathetic, Pathetic. So far.. I have done nothing. Updated my ipod, but that wasn't as satisfying as I thought it would be. I am in need of some new, refreshing & invigorating music.

I've been browsing flickr, just browsing. And I came across this picture. Love at first sight-



I'm absolutely dying to get my new camera & just go out and start taking pictures.

Oh my, Zac's saying he can't come over. Today just is going to be endlessly boring. Great.

Love always,
Lexie

Who will save your soul?

Contemplating, deciding, choices..

Today is confusing so far.


Fashion week in Paris is coming up soon. March 5th. I'm truly excited. Some of the collections from last year were amazing.

"Who will save your soul, if you won't save your own"

-Lexie

Hallucinatory Nose

In order to amuse myself, I've decided to blog.


Today seems like nothing special.


I am anticipating "Beach, Yogurtland, Running, Swimming, Skyler, & I".

It smells like marijuana around my whole house. But I'm sick & my nose often imagines things. Like once at El Torito with Clarissa, I could swear the lingering scent of rubbing alcohol was in the air.

Haha, I have a hallucinatory nose.

Sharissa says she wants to go to Disneyland, and I would love to go. Disneyland has an electric feeling to it. Much different than Knotts Berry Farm or any other amusement park. I suppose it's because I rarely ever go to Disneyland.

At the moment it's gloomy outside. I long for sunshine.

Well, I'm off. Ta-ta for now.

-Lexie