My Destination.

I haven't arrived yet, to this mystical place that I desire to be. But today I felt like I was getting there. I have come to terms with quite a few things. I have accepted that I've moved on from that stupid relationship I spent so many thoughts on.. Well, no that's a lie. It'll probably come up in my thoughts tomorrow. But nonetheless, I am on track once again. School-wise I am going to definitely accel. I know I can do so much better, but my laziness hasn't allowed it. Finally, once again I am going to be a productive human being. I haven't has a reconciliation with my mother. Yeah, that's not going to happen any time soon either. SO for now, I am going to settle for civilized cohabiting with each other.
I am going to be more organized, in everything I do; my thoughts and schoolwork. I'm going to watch my mouth more carefully from now on. I am not going to let my emotions get the better of me. From now on, no more petty little drama fights. They are so unbecoming, and why sit there and try to prove a point to an uneducated, ignorant human being? They're obviously clouded by their own selfish thoughts. But I do ask that they come up with better one-liners. They were a bore to read.
I'm sorry I'm rambling and you probably haven't the slightest clue what I'm talking about. Bear with me. This is a midnight post and I thought I'd make the best of it, from my point of view.
Recently, after hearing the announcement of the No Doubt tour, I have become infatuated with their songs. I wish I could get tickets, but that's not happening. I'm trying to my hardest not to spend every chance I get. I'm not going to waste it all on food anymore, I swear. I need to save up for clothes. I am in desperate need of a job. But before that happens, my grades need to go up. And I'm not even sure that can be made possible. Hopefully, it can.
Boy, boys, boys. Do I even have time to deal with them? But I like the thought of pointless flirting. Let's just stick to that. Because, every time a boy happens to come into my life, well it's not as if I become irresponsible and focus all my attention on him.. I jut waste more energy thinking about said guy and it's much more energy than I wish to spend on one teeny, tiny, unimportant boy.

Well, it's time I take a page out of my sister's book,
Stay Classy- as she would say.

Au revoir,
Lexie