No Such Thing

You know, I think I'm just on a roll today. I'm fairly annoyed at censorship. Rappers that have no originality. Unoriginality in general, actually. The lack of sensible people at my school. But, it is high school so what did I expect? The challenge of everything. Nothing comes easy. And while some may embrace that, let me be the first to say that I would appreciate it if something was easy every once in a while. Why must we work so hard to- dare i say it?- live?

I'm irritated that I'm unsure what to do. Torn decisions. Because I'm going to have to make one very soon. And it's not going to be a right or wrong decision. It's one of those decisions that is going to have it's pros & cons, but in the end you're going to have to severely analyze it to determine whether or not it was the right or wrong one. I'm irritated at negativity, though I, myself, am being rather negative in this post. But come on! I try to be positive. I actually strive for positivity and happiness. But then again, what majority of the human race doesn't?

I'm extremely frustrated with how the school system works. And in my opinion, it's not effective. I mean, don't get me wrong. It's not like I learn absolutely NOTHING. But I feel so rushed. As if, I'm so busy trying to get enough CREDITS to graduate I don't have time to slow down and smell the roses. Perhaps, this system is all they can come up with for now.. but, I'm sure there's a much more effective one out there. We've lost sight of what education and learning is really supposed to be about. It's supposed to inform young minds. Transfer knowledge.

I can't stand trust. How long it takes to build it up and how fast it can be destroyed. It's all unfair. And I hate the saying, "Life's unfair." Well it may be, but that doesn't justify shit. Oh, excuse the language once more. It all correlates with life being hard. I'm just tired of it all.

And there you have it, my morning rant. I think I've managed to use six synonyms of annoyed, ha.

-Lexie