I'm Looking for Myself Sober

Well now, haven't I just been neglecting my blog? I apologize. I haven't really felt the need to write until now. So, I finally managed a whole week of school & this whole weekend was dedicated to me getting my grades up and searching for a good online drivers ed program. Finally I can get it. Yeah, pretty excited about it (:

I feel like my whole life right now is all about stress. I stress about stupid, material things. Yesterday, I went to the mall & got a mani/pedi which cost me $27(yes, I'm really about to list what I bought include their prices.), then I bought Charlie a ride on the Merry-go-round which was $1.50. After, I got him a Happy meal which was about $4.00. Then, I bought myself food which was $3.75 & after-against my instincts- I got $5.50 worth of candy. Yes. It was terrible. So like $42 I spent yesterday. & That was supposed to be clothes money. So now I'm figuring, I only have $44 left and some of that has to be for food and stuff during the week. Fuck man. I barely bought any clothes yet too. Gosh! See! I'm getting stressed just writing this. Ergh. And it's pointless materialistic worries.

AND if I don't get my grades yet I can't get a worker's permit, which means no summer job which means no money. Great. I don't know though. Maybe I can save up money. Ha.


Until we meet again,
L.